March 2012
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i wish...
i wish he knew how much he’s hurt me.
i wish he knew how hard it’s been for me to trust anyone or let anyone in since he cheated on me.
i wish he knew that i still cry every time i drive past the places we went to together.
i wish he knew that sometimes i don’t eat because the idea of being skinnier than her is one of the few things that brings me comfort.
i wish he knew that...
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compartmentalization
here are the things i’ve forgotten:
the physical details. the colour of your eyes. the taste of your lips. the sound of your laugh. the broadness of your shoulders. the warmth of your arm around my waist. the angle i had to tilt my head back when we kissed.
how to be in a relationship with you. how to keep track of anniversaries and birthdays and milestones; how to know your shoe size and...
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When a person with more than 15 items gets in the...
whatshouldwecallme:
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i just want to be okay again. i want to look people in the eye and not have to lie straight through my teeth when i tell them i’m fine, really, i don’t give a fuck about him, let’s talk about something else. i thought i was there. i honestly did. it felt like indifference and happiness were at the tips of my fingers, and then i bounced back into to this horrible, miserable hole....
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