You didn’t let me down You didn’t tear me apart You just opened my eyes While breaking my heart You didn’t do it for me I’m not as dumb as you think You just made me cry While claiming that you love me
…why I let myself feel like this. Like I’m not funny or cute or entertaining enough. No one has the right to make me feel this way. I know any guy would be lucky to have me… hell, there are already several guys who are putting in effort (a little too much, actually) to get me. So why do I only want the one person who always takes me for granted and makes me feel second best?
I’m so fucking stupid and delusional for thinking things would get better.
…all i see is how you were on your knees begging me to see how much you were giving me and how i walked right past you with my nose turned up. you fought so hard and it was never enough for me until you stopped fighting, and i was the one on the ground trying to get you to notice me. i’m sorry.
i hope one day i can forget how much you loved me and that we can both grow stronger because of this.
even though we've both agreed to move on, i'll never forget those first five months. thank you for showing me what it's like to love and be loved, and for teaching me to never, ever take a good thing for granted.