he’s an actor on a popular primetime TV series, and he’s well-loved by most of the show’s fans. i stupidly gave him my number and admitted that i didn’t have a boyfriend, and he immediately started texting me and eventually asked me out. i tumblr’d his name and saw tons of “SO HOT,” “FUCK ME NOW,” “OVARIES EXPLODING,” etc. posts, yet all i’ve been able to think about for the past few hours is how to turn him down (which i did, in an awkwardly worded text).
i can’t help wondering why. i mean, he’s adorable (hot, according to some people on tumblr) and he’s very sweet and articulate. he even offered to help me get a job when i mentioned that i didn’t know what i wanted to do once i left college. putting aside the fact that he’s 15 years older than me, there’s no reason why i should have said no.
you can probably say a lot of things about my fear of commitment (of dating in general, actually), but i also realised that celebs aren’t really all that great. i’ve always considered myself a fame whore, and i’ve posted more than my share of “FFFFF IN ME NOW” pictures of celebs. when it comes down to it, though, celebs are really just like anyone else. it’s weird seeing this guy’s red carpet interviews and IMDb page because now that i’ve met him, he’s just another 30-something guy hitting on me. and the fact that he’s famous means even more pressure.
i told my friend earlier that if JGL hit on me i’d turn him down. taking into account what happened tonight, i think that’s pretty accurate. it’s great to fantasize about getting into these celebs’ pants, but when the situation presents itself, i’m not slutty enough to sleep with a guy just because he’s famous/hot/famous and hot, and i’m positive i’m not the only one who feels that way.
Songs: 1. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are 2. B.O.B. feat. Bruno Mars - Nothing On You 3. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy 4. Britney Spears - Hit Me, Baby, One More Time 5. Jason Derulo - In My Head 6. Justin Timberlake - My Love 7. Lady Gaga - Just Dance 8. Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love 9. Ne-Yo - So Sick 10. Michael Jackson - Black Or White 11. Snoop Dogg - Sexual Eruption 12. Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger 13. Taylor Swift - Fifteen 14. Taylor Swift - Fearless 15. Savage Garden - The Animal Song 16. Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Timberlake - Signs